#idek why this came to me
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you know how producers basically shoved a box of accessories at Jensen and told him to pick whatever for Dean to wear back in 2005. well I’m imagining them doing that with Jared and him giving Sam a puka shell necklace. can you even imagine the amount of shit Dean would have given him
#‘girly hair puka shells you really took the California thing seriously huh Sammy’#idek why this came to me#I was just imagining later seasons Dean with jewelry and all the what could have beens just popped into my head#okay I was actually imagining some intern on set giving Jensen a stealth bracelet to wear in some scene at the bunker and the fandom going#fucking bonkers over it#like subtle shades of green into white into blue ya know#and befORE ANY ONE SAYS ANYTHING 🖐️#I just think a director or producer would recognize a bi flag and Jensen would be less likely to have Dean wearing pink in this#purely hypothetical scenario that I just made up#supernatural#spn#dean winchester#deans jewelry#this is the secret good supernatural in my head so leave me alone#in my head he is bisexual homoromantic and he is neither out nor proud because he can’t even admit it to himself#but yeah anyways this is just more ramblings or my obsession with fictional character Dean Michael Winchester
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the leaves of a tree becomes your warm tea,
the bark becomes your favorite book,
the cortex becomes your beloved desk,
the roots becomes your medicine even perfumes.
trees will sustain you. the silly woody things in the forest and the parks, gave us our comfy bed, strong wall, and sturdy furnitures.
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This is the frayed, this is the torn, this is the beaten, this is the scorned- oh! And now you’ve forced the beast (me) to bear it’s teeth.
So I'd like you to meet my partners. This is the broken, this is the beaten, and this is the damned.
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unsieg gipfel??? really???? REALLY UNSIEG THE FIRST NAMES GOT TRANSLATED TOO????? okay no fr now bc i legitimately just got confused and kinda jumpscared by this so i will bitch about it for a second: in my native language the asoiaf books are all split in two so we have ten books in total atm (there is one other translation in five books but that one was limited). up until book 7 so the first part of affc the translation left names of characters and locations how they were in the original. and then boom 2010 14 year old me was thrown into misery when part two of affc came out and it was that new translation (the previous books also came out in that new issue obv) character and location names changed, appendix with the og names and the translated names added so you can look up who tf this and that mf even are. the reason why i was seething abt it today once again was bc i wanted to look smth up and i'm always shown the biggest german asoiaf wiki and the biggest english one and i don't really care which one i click when i just want some piece of info. and that when i heard that aggravating grating voice in my head reading "unsieg gipfel" and i deadass needed at least five seconds to get that that's unwin peake. peak=gipfel in german so okay that wasn't the surprise but. win=sieg in german so yeah they even translated some first names when they saw the slightest chance and now we're full circle with this post bc UNSIEG??????
#its been 82 (15) years and this new translation still causes me nothing but misery istg#dont even get me started on fucking lennister. WDYM LENNISTER GTFO????#like even if some german readers would pronounce lannister with an open front vowel a / the open mid front version or whatever#instead of the intended æ who tf caressss#but oh my god does it IRK me whenever i see that lEnnister in a german asoiaf book#also leaving names of characters and locations in the og language is common practice even tho there are exceptions#the most prominent one being lotr but there it had been done right from the start and thats the thing#but to change that after seven books is just. idek why on EARTH would you do that????#it was one year before the show came out so did they think oh thats gonna make the books more popular and we want to make them#idk more accessible to readers here??? i can promise you ppl with an interest to read books like that wouldve done that anyway#and ppl who wanted to read the books after watching the show too#okay rant over#i guess#asoiaf#toni.txt
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how many nights does it take to count the stars?

thats the time it would take to fix my heart.
#i miss him so much so this is a lil vent post okay erm#today someone told me i dont understand why you feel so deeply about his death and they dont understand what these boys mean to me#1d has always been part of my life ever since i gained consciousness like literally.. i was 5. thats my whole life basically.#and im the type of person who turns to music with all of my emotions whether im happy sad or whatever so theyve always been there for me#i think you all here can understand#anyways if i feel left out or upset theyre some of the people that made me feel like i belong idek how to explain what i feel its too much.#been missing him extra recently and i just wanted to let it out#rip angel🕊️🤍 you’ll always be in my heart#liam payne#1d#one direction#niall horan#louis tomlinson#harry styles#zayn malik#infinity#♾️#also just came back from school and lowkey feeling left out in my friend group recently ESPECIALLY today so not a fun time for me!#Spotify
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F L I C K E R || H//azbin H//otel
lil s//taticm//oth because i'm going insane kink!v/al because reasons
Val's lower arms come to rest on Vox's thighs. The tech mogul repositions himself along Val's hips which earns him something between a grunt and a growl. The moth's upper arms reach up, one hand curling around a lean shoulder and the other pulling at the lapel of his blazer to yank him back into a kiss. As Vox leans in, his screen flickers just slightly. It's slight. Barely noticeable if you weren't paying attention. But Val is always paying attention. His tongue glides up the flat, smooth surface, feeling the strange static hum on his tastebuds. "Mm, trouble, amorcito?" he asks as his tongue snakes back into his mouth.
Vox peeks a red eye open, "Huh?"
Val's smile sharpens. "Nothing."
He pulls Vox closer by the hips, digging his fingers in hard enough to bruise. He feels like starting a fight. It'll make this so much sweeter. Vox is always so much sexier when he's on edge.
Shoving back, he yanks his head away from Vox's mouth and narrows his carmine eyes.
"You're distracted," he accuses.
Vox blinks. He looks surprised, then his expression flattens into annoyance.
"The fuck? No I'm not."
"You are. You think I don't know?"
There's that flicker again. It's a little more pronounced this time. A whisper of static around the edges of his screen, as if someone just gave the side of his box a good whack. Vox is oblivious to it, or at least he's pretending to be. Arousal pools in Val's gut.
"I have plenty of other people I could be fucking, Vox."
"Why do you always fucking do this?" Vox complained, "I was just getting into it."
"Then why are you doing that?"
Another wobble of his screen. It passes in an instant.
"Doing what?!"
Val scrapes a gold plated claw down the edge of his casing. Again, the screen twitches and this time, it comes with a soft, uneven inhale on Vox's part.
"Hhih..."
"You're all...glitchy," Val grins.
Vox wrenches out of the path of his hand and recovers, "Fuck off, no I'm not. Are we doing this or can I get back to work?"
Val leaned back into the chair, smug. "That depends." "On what?" Vox snapped.
"If you're going to just get it over with and sneeze already."
Vox's hypnotic eye went wide and crazed for a moment, the other tightening in clear aggravation.
"I'm not--" "Oh, but you are," Val murmured, dropping his voice low, "I know you, baby."
As if enticed by the mere suggestion, Vox's screen flickered again. This time, he acknowledged it with a slight twist of his expression. He blinked hard and shook his head. Val could hear his fans whirring in earnest.
One of his hands went up the sinuous curve of Vox's waist. He felt his ribs expanding in his palm. "Hiih..hhh..." Vox's screen began to fade with his breath, winking out as he slowly lost control.
"Mmm, I thought so," Val grinned.
Vox's screen went completely black before he whipped to the side with a face full of grey, crackling static and--
"H’AEHHZZSCH'ah!"
"Hey," Val murmured as he watched Vox's expression slowly filter back onto his screen, his pixelated eyes squinting in itchy limbo. Val grabbed the side of his face, turning the Overlord towards him with a forceful tug. "Don't turn away from me."
Vox gasped, planting a hand in Val's chest to try and put some distance between them as his head snapped down with a poorly contained second sneeze.
"hH’NGXtssh!"
"And what have I told you about holding back?"
"For fuuuhcks saake, Val," Vox managed to roll his eyes as his screen glowed erratically.
Val pulled him closer, listening to his fans working overtime, the whine of his internal processors trying to dispel the irritant. There was one heavy inhale, and then another. Vox's chest pressed against his desperately.
"Ghh...hg..."
As much as he wanted to be close, he enjoyed the show far too much to miss the front row seat. Val leaned back once more and watched hungrily as Vox's expression snapped and popped with stray tendrils of wayward electricity.
Finally, he gave in, sneezing freely into Val's lap.
"eH'HTZ҉Z҉S҉H҉IEW!" The power in the building whined as it overloaded and filled every room with blinding light. Somewhere overhead, a lightbulb popped. Third time this fucking month.
Vox groaned in the aftermath. His expression returned to his screen, slightly dazed, undoubtedly annoyed.
"So sneezy," Val praised him his arms pulling the other Overload close once more as he sniffled scratchy, static sounds into his ear.
"Fuck you," Vox muttered in a congested voice. But he melted into Val's touch, rubbing the flat surface of his screen along his shoulder for some relief.
"Are you done?"
"Think so." "Shame."
#the hyperfixation has hit#why do i want the tv to sneeze?#idk i'd like the answers too#i didnt ask for this#h/azbin#dedicated to the greats that came before me#and the discord yall are real ones#going so insane idek the ship names#ty for the help omg#s//taticm//oth#i’m usually better at this i swear
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It really is frustrating and a little funny how like... people will know full well that cherokee princess great grandma stories exist and aren't true. And that fake family stories in general exist. But people will be So sure that Theirs is the exception and is true for whatever reason, be it that they arent white, it doesn't say 'princess', it has a 'reasonable' story with it like 'they were adopted by a white family' or 'they hid and changed their names', they have photos of someone with tan skin, their family has 'high cheekbones, their dad went to powwows, etc etc etc there are so so many random things people use to justify these stories. Like ok, but do you know this ancestors name? Do you know where they were born? Do you know what year the trail of tears happened??? Do you know anything about cherokee history at all besides the trail of tears is an event that happened? Cuz honestly a chunk of these stories can be at least partially debunked with no genealogy just because the time period or location isn't right. Like 'my cherokee great grandma was sent to a residential school' she was born in Kentucky and continued to live in kentucky?? 'My great grandma told me she was on the trail of tears' the trail was 186~ years ago how old are you??? It's like. Can you do Any Tiny Bit of actual research into our history. If it's a big enough deal to you that you feel the need to talk about it whenever anything native or cherokee comes up, you can do the research I promise
#i didnt mean to ramble lol#also yea idk why i keep making posts like this idek who is going to benefit from this at all but Whatever. just some thots#its kinda funny i met with a cousin at the social and she was like#introducing me to another cousin lol and was like 'he came from.. kentucky right?'#like lmaoo no alabama. one of those two where all the fake cherokees are from lol#also i dont wanna make these posts and sound like some authority on shit cuz im really not at all#but idk i just see this a lot. people who just think they have no reason to doubt their family story#which is why we say 'until theres documentation you arent cherokee'#because there are definitely people who are genuinely interested in native heritage and stuff#and will just jump right into 'im going to learn about it' without any other context or knowledge#and so think that. idk. googling stuff or reading wikipedia is what reconnecting means#and there just isnt any concept of how native identity is different from the american 'im 15% irish' type genetic identity#IDK IDK idk#also of the person i spoke to this morning reads this im not like calling you out or anything i promise this happens a Lot#and even in the short time ive been reconnecting ive experienced it again and again#and most of the time people react very poorly to the even suggestion that the story is obviously fake#ive been blocked so many times lol
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Contemplation on Seb's hair:




#canon or not? we'll never know 🤭#i blame cofi for this idek why we came up w this but i had to draw it#please forgive me for not shading. i started working on it too late :/#but its a joke so i dont feel TOO bad#his hair is like lego hair....#yeah idk if this is canon 😭 like yeah historically he and nando would be wearing wigs bcs that is the style and practice#BUT I LIKE THEM NATURALLY HAVING SUCH BEAUTIFUL LUSCIOUS HAIR YKNOW :(#alternate situation: fernando tugs a little too hard on seb's hair in the throes of passion and rips his wig off#divorce era 💔#anyways this made me shriek with laughter to draw so i hope you enjoy 🤭#i wanna make more misc comics like this theyre very fun!#if only one could draw chibi por- huh what who said that#OH ALSO i always meant to ask!! how do you guys feel abt my handwriting? is it legible at least??????#sebastian vettel#vettonso#catie.art.#i want someone to stumble across my art and be like ooo what is this historical art! and its fucking f1 fanart....#boy king au
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My favorite character, Sir Aaravos Newton
#aaravos#my art#physics concepts#apple#comic#idek why I made this#the idea just came to me and I had to draw it#he is such a nerd
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#i’m never ordering from rainbowc**** books ever again#believe me i understand that the logistics of shipping a lot of things at once must be very complicated and difficult#and that getting custom things printed in mass quantities must be really hard and take a long time to coordinate and make perfectly#but i’ve been in touch with them since the end of october last year and i haven’t been able to resolve the issue since#first i waited a couple more weeks so the books passed through customs (which they did but got lost in the mexican postal system)#then i was told i could get a replacement set sent to a new usamerican address once the reprint of the jackets arrived in november#the replacement jackets didn’t arrive until JANUARY and at this point i was just praying i’d get some news#they then proceeded to send just the jackets in early february… like i’m sorry but if you know i need a full set why not send it at once??#whatever then i was told on february 24 that they’d ship my new set that week with no further instructions so i waited a week to see#if a tracking number came and nothing so on march 6th i asked if i would get a new tracking number for the book shipment#i got an answer tonight at fucking 8 PM with the tracking number that says the package should’ve been delivered ON THE 6TH?????????#which ofc it wasn’t delievered bc no one was notified bc i had no idea it was coming BC I NEVER GOT A FUCKING TRACKING NUMBER#NOW I HAVE TO RESCHEDULE THE DELIVERY AND TRIANGULATE BETWEEN THREE PPL TO ACTUALLY GET THAT SHIT DELIEVERED#ALL BC THESE BOOKS MEAN A STUPID AMOUNT TO ME AND I THOUGHT ITD BE A NICE BIRTHDAY PRESENY FOR MYSELF AND I LOVE THE ARTISTS THAT COLLABED#A FULL YEAR SINCE I ORDERED IT AND I STILL DONT HAVE IT IN MY HANDS#i would also like to point out that i’ve been nothing but patient and polite at the very least i’ve never sent multiple emails or spammed#always try to be nice and to the point and send regards and whatever#i cannot fucking believe i could’ve gotten the books a week ago but bc they never sent me the tracking number i wasn’t able to receive them#they could’ve been on their way to me by now but i didn’t know bc they took a whole fucking week to answer my email#instead of maybe idk having my particular case separate to the rest of the replacement jackets shipments#so they could make sure i got the whole replacement set in full on time with no further complications#the saddest part is i couldn’t even bring myself to ask for a fucking refund bc i desperately want those books#i’m out 150 usd and have nothing to show for it a year later#god i’m so tired#if you made it this far idek i might even delete this it’s fucking stupid
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okie now its my bedtime loves us all and ummm 💚💚💚💚💚💚💚 why when i do 💚 is one of the sugested emojis oh now were pretending it wasnt... it was 🤔.. why are you questioning my love. very sad stuff
#i did drinked a little earlier not very much tho. i kind of miss being proper drunk it was like ¾s of a mikes hard... and also i had#basically a full can of monster annie gave me Nnwise it was like 9pm. LOL. but it was a nice taste so whatever. hopefully i am not under the#effects i dknt feel especially tired butttt i need to sleep. my stomach growling tho but i already brushed my teeth#OOH also we had stuffed mushrooms today thats why papaw came over and it was nice they were delicious .. and theres extra mushrooms so i can#make um special mushroom spam bowls i think :] unless theyre 4 something#next thursday i think were doing umm. this once little meal w these tiny breads and brie and pesto and its so yummy ive only gotten to have#it once bc brie expensive BUT mama found it 4 like 3 dollars at aldis or something like that....#oh also crucial when i say mama i dont probounce it in my head like momma its Ma-Ma to me#just so you know . i actually call her mama quite often irl but over text it feels different so i dont on here i usually judt call her#mother. irl i also call her mommy a lot and mother irl ... but not in a like . yk. i call her mother but its more as a joke if that makes#sense. i do wonder ummm bc ive been calling my mom mommy for ages and i did the entire time when i was a teenager and i wonder if its bc i#always had younger siblings ? like annie and then weeman. i feel like annie was learning to talk at around the same age where a lot of kids#i mean they started to talk when i was at the age when. phrasing not clear sry. but anyways it was when i was around rhe age when kids tend#to stop calling their parents mommy and daddy (obvs different for everyone) so bc she was still Mommy for annje i just kept calling her that#yk. and then obvs weeman calls her mommy and such. but yes im curious if its different for ppl who dont have younger siblings or who have#different gaps w their younger siblings... it also might be influenced bc my mom was a preschool teacher yk. idk ... itd be interesting to#see... it also likee. umm. esp on here i dont like to call them mommy and daddy even tho thats what ive called them most of my life just bc#of. yk. im not rly Embarassed that i still call them that but i dont like it being associated sort of thing . but that is how it is...#so ya. the only thing i like Never ever call them irl is mom and dad like i never idt ever in my life have been like Hey mom. hey dad. thats#crazy to me its crazy that ppl actually do that to me idek why#like i call rhem My mom and dad bc thats what they are but thats not like. ykwim... IDK. abyways so yes thats my detour much love
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Wondering if I should make a little oneshot about first kisses...
#aiyuu ofc. Bc what else#anyway uh. I was just thinking abt it . Not rly sure why. But.#i had my first kiss a few days after my 21st bday#w my friend. Who is a girl#my first and only kiss was w another woman#it was really awkward that night. She dropped me off after a few days of fun#a few weeks before that she had drunk texted me saying she wouldnt mind kissing me so i could have the experience#and we discussed it that day. And we agreed to do it before we separated n she went back to her hometown#i was at such a loss on what to do lmao#we were in her car shifting towards each other and i swear i never felt so awkward or dumb before#and when it happened. I know i moved my lips but like . Not much? She did the work p much#in my defense i had no idea HOW to kiss (i still dont really...)#and i remember afterwards i was just. Super overwhelmed.#and rapidly trying to wipe my lips bc my mom came out to greet me when i went inside the house#bc her lipstick got on my lips#oh man i was so scared that she would realize LMFAOAOIFSO#it felt like my mind was racing but with absolutely nothing#i was just focused on how my lips felt like they were buzzing#hmmggg... idek why i keep thinking abt it now#me and her dont rly talk anymore. We're both too busy and live in different states now#idk. Maybe im subconsciously wishing to find a gf again and get more experience. I really dont know anymore#that was such an awkward night tho i cant help but laugh recalling it#anyway uh. Ive never really told this story to anyone oops#it never gets brought up in convos and jfjfkrkdkfm#i felt like i needed to get it off my chest
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Don't look at it too closely
#Idk why I drew this#I'm going to be burned at the stake for this but wtv#it came to me in a dream???????#maybe?????#idek anymore I forgot#why did I even add a watermark 💀#dont look at it >:(((((((((((#anyway byyyyyyyyeeeee :333333#jjba#jjba part 4#diu#my art 🤯
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aisling has never once tried a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. like she makes them for the kids but she has never personally eaten one before.
#( OUT OF SOULS. )#( i was putting nivea face cream on when this hc came to me in a violent vision )#( ' A CERTAIN WISDOM. ' / HC. )#( this felt VITAL to write idek why )
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Heartbreaking: favourite shirt has been worn out from constant use. Second favourite shirt has now been called upon to take its place, doomed to suffer the same fate
#Rip it was my fav shirt bc it made me feel so gender#I’ve worn several shirts out and maybe if I had the money or was better at sewing I could repair the worn seams#but to be fair Idek where half the holes on the arm of this one came from#It’s had holes for ages I think maybe moths got to it and that’s why it was vulnerable
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ouaaaaaghhh i've been on a bit of a pokemon binge lately......... i should crack open my old pokemon games and take a peek at my teams :,) i wish i still had my old copy of conquest and black 2 though............ :(
#gu6chan's musings#im so sad because literally ALL my pokemon games i've had as a teen i still have#up to sun and moon which i got on christmas when i was NINETEEN lmao!!!#but yeah pokemon was technically my first fandom ig???? i used to watch my brother play pokemon yellow and crystal a lot when i was TINY#but i never ACTUALLY played pokemon or video games in general myself until my older sister surprised me with my first video game console#and video game when she came up from florida 😭 a black dsi with pokemon black; i was 13 and my dad HATED her for it like 'Why are you#giving her videogames??? she's a girl :/' BUT I HAD IT!!!! MY FIRST EVER POKEMON GAME THAT BELONGED TO MEEEEE#i loved the SHIT out of that game and then got black 2; soulsilver and platinum; pokemon conquest; got the 3ds games...#i still have platinum/soulsilver as well as all the mainline 3ds games i believe#but conquest; black; and black 2 i lost :( literally my FAVOURITES i took them everywhere with me (which is why i lost them lmao)#funny enough i know exactly where black 2 IS though; its in the pocket of a jacket i owned but lost back between 2013-2014???#if i find the jacket it will 100% be in there; i just couldn't find the jacket and tbh idek if its still around anymore or is in storage#but if it is!!!! i'll literally cry lmao#black 2 is where i got my first level 100 pokemon; a magneton....... i ADORED that little bastard ouaaaghh....#i dont believe i ever managed to get past the league in black 2 though bc i remember being so pissed i couldnt get to see the other side of#the map beyond castelia city lmao#14-15 years old and i STILL didn't believe in stat moves 😭 i deserved to get shot#But fun fact: I DID get a new copy of Black a few years back!!! only it 1. already had save data on it and 2. it was full of rare/hacked#legendaries young me could only ever DREAM of having so i can't get myself to restart the save data even though i rlly want to.......#oh but funny enough!!! i also still have the 14 y/o dsi i was gifted back then; it still works though the battery cover is missing so you#have to hold it lol#but aaaaa so many fond memories of playing black and black 2... black 2 especially since i never really got to finish it lol#like#i finished the main CAMPAIGN with plasma and ghetsis trying to fucking kill you and all that (Something which i remember being so :0!!!?!?!#when i first saw it omgggg its such a clear memory aaaa) but i think like#i got up to the league and could never beat it........ so i just went back to training my mons till i got a level 100 magneton lmao#so many good memories; i hope i can get copies of black 2 and conquest again someday...
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